A Time For Introspection...

I would like to ask you all for your prayers, as I've been going through a time of heavy introspection. Those of you who know me will understand that this involves lots of beating myself up for past mistakes, which I know really does not do any good. I wouldn't call it a major crisis, by any means, but it's a little rough right now for me.
I've been asking myself the tough questions, like "Where do I go from here?" "How do I get from point A to point B?" I'm sure this has to do with Brodie's imminent departure for college & some things I've had a hard time decifering lately. I've decided to forego any more dating pursuits until I'm in a more comfortable place, at the very least.
January promises to be a very busy month, both with starting Brodie's preparations for entering BGSU in the fall & at work for myself. I've been so overloaded with work that it would be a nice relief to be able to shift some of my responsibilities, but I don't really look for that to happen, I expect to have more added. There has also been talk of getting a laptop for me, which does not bode well as then I'll be expected to bring work home with me probably.
Hope everyone is doing well & Happy New Year!